從開始就預知到會有結束，
但我們的情誼才正開始
Though the project ended,
But the friendship just started.
在最後一天課開始前，發生了個小插曲，
這天碰巧遇上全國性假日，聖母升天日(8/15)
結果學校工作人員也就沒有開門，大家差點以為這天課要泡湯，
我們六人還在臨場想最後一天該怎麼辦，
因為雖然是最後一堂課，但事實上我們其中四人還會多待幾天，
不過我們也不希望另外兩人就這樣錯失最後相處的片刻
幸好最後學校還是開門了，真的萬幸(汗)
There was a small accident for our last session,
The day was “The Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary”
It’s a big holiday in Romania so that when we arrived the school it didn’t open…
But we must hold the session because there were two volunteers, Yıldıray & Rozelin, would back to Turkey on the day after tomorrow
Thanks God we still entered the classroom to hold our session that day
最後一堂課，
我們一開始依舊歡樂的舞蹈，
一樣不變的大聲歡笑，
The last session,
We still danced happily, laughed happily
接著，
連我都沒想到的，
完全沒想到Rozelin跟Ece居然熬夜剪了一支影片，
一段5分鐘左右的影片，
涵蓋了這5週以來的所有精華，
所有歡笑的片刻，認真的神情，有趣的小表情，我們生活的點滴，
幾乎匯集進了影片裡，
After the dancing time,
I didn’t know that Rozelin and Ece surprisingly edited a video,
A 5-minute video included every best moment in Alba, in our sessions, in our life
Every happy moment, every serious time, every cutie expression, everything that could represent our life in the 5 weeks
Almost all be edited into it
當下看的時候很感動，現在這刻在寫文前重溫還是很感動，
這應該就是回憶的力量吧
When I was watching in the classroom, I felt touched,
When I’m now replaying it, still touched, and of course more touched through the time goes on
在看完影片之後，
還有最後的envelope time，
After the video watching,
We finally came to the end for the envelope time
我們大概提前了一週在教室門上黏上每個人的專屬信封袋，
讓大家可以把對不同夥伴單獨想說的話，
無論是志工、學員、Ambassadors，
都將話語化作書信，放在信封裡等著主人親自閱讀，
在這個橋段結束後我們的專案課程就正式告一段落。
Everyone got a self envelope one week ago and all stock it on the room’s door
Making every others who had any words would like to talk to the owner of the envelope could talk to the person secretly
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我當時算是做了比較不同的決定吧，
我把七張本來要放進去給幾個學員的明信片故意提早一天給了，
取而代之給了學員跟Ambassadors一人一句話的紙條，
上面每個人的語句都不一樣，有點量身訂製的意味
有的可能是幾週下來自己觀察他們每個人可能缺失的，
有的可能是單純一句抒發我對他們的想法
I did sth. differently to our participants,
Those postcards I gave them in person before the day
One reason was that I wished they seven could feel the warm from the action I gave them
Another was because what I would like to put a note I wrote to each of them in the envelope,
Every note was expressing my view of them,
Maybe was the lack that they can try to improve, maybe just a wish to them, or maybe I thought that note could be a power to them when they feel lost
而給夥伴們則還是一人一封信
But to my lovely partners, I still chose to write letters to them
我印象在信裡寫最多話的是給Ece的吧，
因為我們倆算是中間最多摩擦，也在很多想法上有所交流，
相對在溝通當下我常覺得有些心結好像沒解開，大概是我自己比較敏感一點，
也總是自己覺得很多話在最後如果再不說開這輩子就要沒機會了
所以包括很多的告解，很多當下的心裡話都盡所能地告訴了她，
In my memories, I wrote really a pretty long letter to Ece,
Maybe because we got many chances to exchange our views for project,
Also made us sometimes seemed to have small frictions on it
Some may not express clearly to me,
I just felt if I didn’t catch the chance to talk everything I would like to talk to her
Maybe there’s no chances to explain anything between us
So I tried my best to write all what I want she to know, not just for project, but everything
那時候雖然我們的熱情都是一樣一路走來越來越被消耗，
但Ece常給我一種算最強烈的厭世感吧，總覺得她往自己身上加了太多壓力，
所以當最後看到她是幾乎淚崩的朝我走來給我擁抱，
心底總還是心疼的，也覺得她終於解脫了，
當下我也看到Ramis在Ece身後也是一樣露出微笑，
大概我們有感受到一樣的事情吧
Although I knew our passion all rapidly decrease in our daily session at that time between all of us six
But Ece usually made me feel she gave herself a really strong pressure that more than any of us
That caused the moment when she finished reading my letter and came to me with tears,
I had complex expression that felt heart aches for her mixed with the feeling that she finally be free
And I noticed Ramis smiled for Ece at her back,
Maybe we got the same feeling for her.
那時我其實都在看另外五個在讀信，
看他們走到頭的感覺其實真的比我自己解脫還開心
有種畢業的感覺，
即便知道明天起床身旁還是這群夥伴，
明天出門還是跟這群朋友玩在一塊，
還是覺得日子終於看到頭，有點開心，有點雀躍，
反倒不是說甚麼 啊專案結束好可惜，
因為當時我們根本巴不得早點結束這場痛苦輪迴好嗎！！！
Actually I noticed other five reading their letters at the envelope time more than reading my own letters
I felt happier when they finally be free more than I was free
Idk maybe just like we graduated
Although they still by my side when tomorrow sunrise
Not soon separated after the session ends
But still be joyful for the end not felt sad in actual
Bcs we all would like to stop the nightmare called SDG sessions when the period lol
唯一不一樣的大概就只是那隔天要送走Yıldıray跟Rozelin，
The only I felt sad was that Yıldıray and Rozelin back to their hometown earlier
到現在還是會覺得這個專案最遺憾的是很多夥伴不一定一直一起在身邊，
那時也無法預知誰會先離開
不過現在我們都好好的就好
Till now I still feel regretted that not all partners stayed by each side for the project
We even got not knowing for who would back first, and how early they would
I would like to have more interactions with them my friends and also my partners
But time didn’t allow me to do it
If we’re all fined, that’s the best to me now
我最後陪他們倆多走了一段路，送他倆去到宿舍附近的公車站牌，
其實Rozelin有問我要不要乾脆陪他們到巴士站，
不過我蠻怕自己在他們任何一個人面前淚崩的，
所以還是沒答應，
因為知道再多走下去我可能半路就扛不住，即使我想多陪他們走一點，
果不其然的跟他們做完最後一次擁抱，公車開走後，
我就流了幾滴眼淚，
等淚乾了我才回宿舍的
我哭過這件事在這篇文章之前我沒特別跟誰說過，他們應該也都還不知道吧
The day I walked with Yıldıray and Rozelin to the bus stop nearby our dorm,
Actually Rozelin ever asked me whether I would like to stay with them till they took on the bus to cluj,
But I said no to her with no explanation,
The real reason was that I knew my tears almost came out for the separation
If they saw I cried, I believed they wouldn’t go with a happy mind, maybe felt sorry to me idk
That was why I chose to say goodbye to them alone at the stop but not at dorm like others or at the autogara
I just wished no one felt pressured at that moment for my tears
And there was no surprise that I still not fought back my tears after they took on the bus to autogara
But when I backed to the dorm, I just acted like nothing happened in the period to them three in dorm
I thought they didn’t know the story after Yıldıray and Rozelin left from the stop till now I wrote it.
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